Holy shit. Couldn't be more excited. Good luck on recording!
I want to send my love letter to mr.Monkey. I would like you to be the Monkey I got on my back, who tells me to shine. You were allways the player of a pack , when I drag behind. To be honest, I stole some parts of those sentences from group called Placebo, you have propably heard about it. I think I love thet group too. I also happen to like very much group called Pedestrian motors (II) Speak so we hear is so true. But I don´t agree that boys dont´t learn. They do, but if they are bit younger they need few years to grow and men, they do learn ;-) eventually. I want to tell Mr. M that I`m still very carried away from two special gigs where I was lately. You guess another one was in Semifinal and another one in Monttu. It was very nice to to talk with someone about (KILLed drems), f*****g as an exercise instead of tennis or running 100m before show to "turn on" to the right mood to play well. And lately, another night we spoke little bit about DIEing ofcourse. Actually it was not special experince for me to die, but it was excellent experience to wake up. Someone elses blood in my veins and arterias, actually in my whole body, but me waking up. He asked me and guessed was it special to kinda knok that door, but I was not prepared to answer that guestion that evening. Awakening or to wake up actually was great feeling as I already told. I was waking up bit by bit and I was in unbearable and in infernal pain, and very strongly medicated against the horrible pain. They opend my stomack tree times during one day, so it is no wonder why I was suffering for few days afterwards. I´we been thinking about staying alive lately. And also how I shoud use my time. I have not found any exact answer. I guess I got some more brain damage during they gave me CRP and kept me alive while I was bleeding like crazy. Something might have destroyed in my brain that summer 2008, but I still remember old (or younger actually) Lapko very clearily. That was black humour, or at least it tried to be. It must have also good for me to experince that "accident", so now I got even more space to Lapko than I used to have in 2004-2008. Those were things I told your friend in Pori and some parts I put down now becase I had to think about it over. Good poitnt is that I can even accept new indie rock/ pop groups again to my brain and heart. Or just rock(pop), if its passionate and intelligent enough for me. So I`m kinda happy to be alive. And gratefull of my life. And also I´m also very glad that some man/boy remind me about my inner Lapko girl (inner-Lapko-girliness? Is that a word?). Thanks to him too and so much indeed! I could go fishing with you Mr. Monkey. Take some friend of yours with us, so it will be funnier. Life is surely too short to feel sorry too much. Enjoy! Eat for example tasty toasts, peanuts and juicy rhubarb pie. I wish you lots of luck in love. Lover, mistress, wife, husband or just someone to love and someone to love you back. Was this kinda love letter you wanted to have? It was only love letter i could write quickly in this saturday evening. i would like to have a love letter too. If not a letter, at least exellent music. I know that if it depends on your frinds Mr. Monkey, we will have very special music soon. It is ok to wait, when you know that something great is ahead of us, and out there soon. Live music turns to "still" music, if it is possible to say so. Good night, sleep tight and remember the meanig of music, joy and love in your life.
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